An apology

The dark blood,

Pigmentation of betrayal and guilt,

Oozing through the cracks of charred heart,

Dripping through the eyes, blinds me to you.

The minstrels of misery,

Creating the cacophony of my callousness,

Gnawing upon my charred heart with disgusting deliciousness,

Hollowing me from inside, empty me of you.

Your vision,

Still pierced in my imagination,

Wrapping my imagination in turbulent vacuity,

Whirling me insane, pulls me away from you.

Now come you and haunt me insane,

Send horrid apparitions to tear me apart,

Smoulder me in the burning coals of my deeds,

Smother me with the hollowness of my words…

Hate me; yes you hate me.

Despise me; yes despise me to the bones.

Please so that I can still hold on to you.